I’m confused.

Recent turn of events have left me feeling confused.

Yesterday, my Boss told me that I was needed again at the Counter Reservations to handle Holidays. The higher ups were pressuring him to pull me out of my present seat As Personal Assistant to come back to Counter again. Since, I had no other choice but to accept – I sucked in every ounce of self respect I had and accepted.  It was just silly that whenever I would get cozy at whenerever I was working, I was yanked out of it. Ugh!

And today, after dinner with M, we just cuddled and M just blurted out “Dito ka matulog”. I slept there the night before and rationalized that I was not going to sleep there two nights in a row. And I wanted to sleep in my own bed. I also needed to copy Gossip Girl Season 1 to DVD after downloading it.  I replied “Sa bahay ko muna ako matutulog”. M sked why? And I gave him my answer.  To make the long story short, M got mad that I wasn’t going to sleep there. I left and went home. While driving home, I got a text from M, nangongonsensya na pauwi na raw siya and I wont spend time there, M said that I didnt mention any valid reason for me to go home. So – I went back.

When I got to M’s room, after opening the door nagsimula na. Well I wont share our conversation in verbatim anymore, but it seems that M is paranoid about me not sleeping there. M said that I should just go home. And since I didn’t see any point in staying. I left.

When I got home, as I was typing this, I got a text again from M.  In so many words M was thinking that I had a rendezvous with someone else which is totally impossible, silly and just plain funny. But I was not laughing.  This was no joke.

What is happening?